Love Triangle

Chapter One

I don’t understand.

I don’t get it.

Jut a few weeks ago I was fawning over Yukimura Seiichi. It was weeks before my heart was broken by the only man that I had considered as my true love. Weeks before I cried so much that I thought my eyes had finally dried out.

It was just a few weeks ago that when I finally had the courage to tell my long term friend that I loved him; he had chosen that fateful day to tell me that he had asked a girl that he had liked for some time now to be his girlfriend.

But I still don’t get it.

If I was crying over Yukimura Seiichi; why am I standing here right now kissing Atobe Keigo?

~~~

“We have to stop.” I murmured against Atobe’s lips. We were standing by the park in a hidden area kissing so passionately that if he had not been holding me, I knew my knees would’ve buckled and I would be on the floor right now. As we shared a second kiss that day, my mind was swirling. Atobe was so close, his scent engulfed me. The swirl of cologne and a scent of his shampoo were driving me insane, I was struggling so hard to hold onto my sanity. After exploring each other for some time, he finally let me go. But not enough to have me stand on my own. I was still hugged by him, but my head lay gently on his shoulder with his arms around and supporting me.

“Get some rest.” Atobe spoke to me, as he did his warm breath tickled the light strands of my long hair against my neck. I shivered at the sensation and brought myself even closer to him as he tightened his hold on me. He brought us both down and we nestled against a tree. I lay between his outstretched legs and kept my head firmly on his chest with my eyes closed. I was feeling weird, yet my heart was pounding.

This is wrong! I thought. How can I do this with him when I am thinking of someone else? I thought frantically. I can’t have these feelings with him when I was only crying over someone else weeks ago.

“You’re shaking.” Atobe spoke.

I turned my head a little up and gazed at him with my warm hazel eyes. Looking into his deep gray eyes I found myself lost within their depths. He watched me and a flush settled on my cheeks, it was like he knew what was going on in my mind.

“You’re thinking about him again, aren’t you?” he asked me.

I remained silent. He had known about my heart belonging to someone else. He had known why I was crying my hearts out in his arms weeks back. He knew what was causing me all this heartache, but he didn’t know who it was. I had made sure that he would not know who it had been. That’s the least I could for his pride.

“I’m fine.” I lied through my teeth avoiding looking at him.

“Lie to anyone, but me.” He said softly using his hand to raise my chin to face him. “I am Atobe Keigo, nothings escapes me.” As he brought my face in for a light gently kiss.

I responded to him lightly losing myself yet again in his kiss and finally had the energy to pull away. This is what was bothering me, ever since the events of the past weeks, I had been seeing Atobe. But as the days went by it turned into more, and now I was losing myself in something I just couldn’t understand.  But our relationship had been more physical than anything else. Finally with enough courage, I stood up. “I have to go.” I said with a voice I couldn’t even recognize.

Atobe looked at me and nodded. “I’ll drop you off.” He said as he stood up while one of his hands firmly settled in his pocket while the other available arm found itself around my shoulders as we walked towards the path of my home.

~~~

It was hours later that I was finally at home. I had already showered and was now wearing one of my favorite two piece pajamas. My normally tied hair was now flowing loosely over my shoulders as I let it breathe for the rest of the night. Putting the last of the plates into the kitchen closet I sighed as I walked towards the living room. My eyes fell on the stack of papers that had to be put into a proper report for my work. I had been avoiding it for the past week, but now it was something that had to be looked at.

I sat myself on the sofa crossing my legs. My eyes went to the clock hung above the TV and a soft sigh escaped my lips. It was pointing to 11:30pm and I still was not sleepy. I had work tomorrow and I wasn’t even sleepy. I knew I had to make a note to myself not to snap at anyone tomorrow considering the grouch I normally am when I don’t get enough sleep.

I rested the edge of my elbows on my knees and went to pick up the first page of the report when my doorbell rang. My mind went alert as my head snapped at the sound, who would it be at this hour? I thought as my heart started beating fast. Standing up quickly, I almost ran to the door. I hesitated, but spoke “Who is it?”

“It’s me.” A muffled voice sounded.

I rolled my eyes, “Who is me?” I stressed.

“Open the door, brat.”

Recognizing the word, a weary sigh escaped my lips as I unlocked the door and removed the chain. “Atobe.” I said exasperated opening the door. “You scared me.” I admitted as he waltzed in. I found it surprising that he was in casual wear. He had a pair of jeans on, which I immediately recognized the designer label and a black turtle neck. “Don’t you have work?” I asked crossing my arms as I saw him lean by the kitchen table.

“Please…” he said sarcastically as he moved a hand through his hair, “I own the company.”

I rolled my eyes at that comment, “True.” I muttered as I turned to lock the door. Before I could turn around, I found his arms around me. “I’ve missed you…” he murmured gently his lips on my neck.

I shivered at the touch and turned around pushing him away lightly, “I was with you five hours ago.” I pointed out. “And now is a bad time, I have a report due.”

Being Atobe Keigo, that comment didn’t even reach him as he pulled me back into his embrace. “Forget about the report.” He said softly placing his lips firmly on mine. This kiss was different than the one we had shared earlier today. As his lips furiously tangled with my own, I knew this kiss had everything to do with his pride. Don’t push me away, that’s what he was saying.

Atobe bit my lips softly as I cried out in surprise and he used that opportunity to slide his tongue in gently. He tasted of expensive wine and there was a hint of something else, something sweeter as he explored me thoroughly. I didn’t know where to keep my mind on. His hands were exploring my back, arms, every inch of my body as he was kissing me. His lips were seeking to discover every each of me.

“Atobe.” I found myself murmuring against his lips. “What are you doing?” I asked uncaringly.

“Keigo.” He said softly giving me baby kisses.

“What?” I said closing my eyes as I returned the baby kisses he was giving me.

“You’re going to call me Keigo from now on.” He said softly as he trailed his lips down to my collarbone. I shivered at the touch of his lips at that area; I found myself unconsciously reaching for his hand as he trailed his lips lower, “Keigo.” I scolded wanting him to stop.

“Hmph.” He said with a smirk. “Spoil sport.” He whispered in my ears.

“Behave yourself.” I pushed him away lightly as I buttoned my pajama top. I didn’t want to move away from him, but I had to as I made myself to the sofa. “I’m sorry.” I said apologetically sitting on the sofa, “I need to finish this report.”

“Yeah, yeah…” he muttered sitting down next to me. As I reached for the papers, I found Atobe nestling his head on my lap. “What…” I began, but then stopped as I saw him close his eyes while he bent one knee. “Fine, you can stay.” I whispered softly as I watched him and realized how adorable he looked lying like that.

I don’t know how long I had actually sat there looking over the document and typing the report. When I rubbed my eyes from tiredness, I looked at the clock and was astonished to see that it was 3 am. I’m so screwed tomorrow, I thought wearily thinking that I had to wake up at 6 am. It was then I felt my thighs had gone numb, my eyes wandered to the person sleeping peacefully on my lap and a smile placed itself on my lips. Unlike the devilish reputation he had managed to claim, he certainly looked like an angel when he slept. I was trying to contemplate whether I should let him sleep like that or wake him up and take him somewhere more comfortable. Sighing, I knew I couldn’t let him here forever. “Atobe…” I whispered softly shaking him lightly.

“Keigo…” he murmured softly in his sleep.

I couldn’t help, but roll my eyes at that. “Keigo….Keigo…” I whispered as I shook him many times to wake him up.

He finally opened his eyes. He yawned lightly and sat up half dazed and half asleep. Again, I smiled for I don’t think I have ever seen him in such a state before. I don’t think no one had. I stood up and held my hand for him, “Come on.” I said without thinking. I knew I was going to regret this move, but I wanted him to be comfortable. “Let’s go into my room.”

He took my hand gently allowing me to pull him up and we both made our way to my bedroom. I had a rule of keeping men out of there, but I didn’t know why I made him an exception. I also tried holding myself from laughing out loud as he stumbled twice; he really was out of it. “Sorry to wake you up.” I said softly as I moved my bed covers, “Get some sleep.” I told him while motioning for him to get into the bed.

Atobe nodded as he got under the warm covers.

“Good night.” I said softly kissing his forehead.

He let out an hmmm and to my surprise his hand reached my wrist and he pulled me on top of him. “You need rest as well.” He murmured softly hugging me tightly. His arms were around my waist preventing me from moving my own arms while his face buried in my neck and what was really pissing me off was he had one leg around mine to ensure that I won’t move.

“Kei…” I found myself wanting to shout, but his words interrupted me.

“Shut up and sleep.” He muttered.

I sighed knowing it was no use. I closed my eyes as I felt warmth by him and decided to let him do whatever he wanted for now. I was really tired and I better sleep.

~~~

It was noise that woke me up. I was having such a beautiful dream that I did not want it interrupted, but something awful was ringing and the pounding in my head was making it worse. “What is that awful noise?” A voice asked beside me. I opened my eyes or tried, but they shut automatically from heaviness and I just rolled automatically into the warm body next to me trying to block that awful noise from my head.

“You know it won’t shut off by itself.” Atobe murmured as his arms came around me.

“I don’t care.” I whispered with my eyes closed, “I want to sleep.”

“Lazy brat.” He whispered.

I didn’t reply to his comment. In the next minute, I felt shifting beside me and a dip in the bed and then it was heaven as Atobe successfully turned off the noisy alarm clock without breaking it like I normally do every morning. “Shall I call in sick for you?”

“Hmmm….”

“ ?” he said nudging me lightly.

I was too tired to even reply. “I’m tired…” I said softly.

I felt his hands move softly through my long hair, “I know sweetie.” He said as he kissed my lips lightly. “Get some sleep and I’ll call in sick for you.”

I grabbed him as I felt him move away. “Nooo…” I groaned lightly forcing myself to sit up. “They wont believe you if you called in.” I muttered rubbing my eyes open. “I have to go…” I yawned, “I have a lot of meetings today.”

I felt Atobe behind me as his arms came around me. “Look at you…” he said amusement in his voice, “You’re a mess.” He said kissing my cheek softly. I sighed feeling his arms around me and then something hit me. He wasn’t wearing his turtle neck and that means… “Please tell me you have your pants on.”

A deep chuckle escaped him as he leaned back with me between his arms; “You wish now…” he murmured but then said that he was when he felt me stiffen in his arms. After lots of arguments with him, I finally hung up the phone after calling sick for work. In a way, I was relieved that I did not have to go in today and I was also very happy that tomorrow was my weekend, which meant I get a long weekend. I plopped myself back on the bed and closed my eyes, “I am going back to sleep.” I announced.

~~~

I don’t know how long I slept, but when I finally woke up the first of my senses that started working was my nose. I sniffed a bit and the air that surrounded me was filled with delicious baked scent of fresh bread. Opening my eyes, I sat up rubbing my eyes. A yawn escaped my lips as I stretched my arms and sighed. I went into the bathroom to wash my face, brush my teeth, and untangle my hair. After coming out of the bathroom my eyes searched for any sign of Keigo in the room, but he wasn’t there. I stretched lazily as I walked into the living room and blinked. “Am I in my own house?”

“Yes.” I heard Atobe’s voice.

I looked around and saw him sitting on the sofa with a laptop in front of him. I was surprised to find him in business wear, “Did you go out?”

“I had three business meetings.” He said as he typed something as he loosened his tie.

I blinked, “How long was I sleeping for?” I asked out loud as I turned my gaze to the clock, and… “2:30?!”

“Lethargic brat.” Atobe said softly standing up, “Anyway…” he said walking towards me, “I told my cook to prepare lunch for us and it’s all set.” He said as he took my hand and led me to another dining room.

“You’re acting way nicer than normal.” I said accusingly, “Do you want something from me?”

A chuckle escaped his lips as we finally made our way into the room. I blinked in astonishment; the whole table was set up so beautifully. “You planned this, didn’t you?” I accused.

“Nope.” He said pulling a chair for me and letting me sit down. “It occurred to me that you might hibernate today so I decided not to let my woman starve.”

“Your woman?” I asked raising my eyebrow.

He took a sip of his drink and looked at me, “Is something wrong with that statement?” he asked watching me in depth.

I looked at him innocently knowing that it would rile him up, “Na-uh.” I smiled softly as I began eating.

We made small talk as we ate. Atobe was in deep thought over something, I could tell but knowing him I did not press the matter as well. As we finished lunch, dessert was brought it and I could not help but smile as a huge bowl of vanilla ice cream with fresh strawberries made its way in front of me.

“Enjoying that?” Atobe asked knowingly.

“Very much…” I said feeling like I was in heaven. I was so into my ice cream that I didn’t notice him standing next to me until I had finished it. “That was delicious.” I admitted looking at him.

He looked at me and to my surprise he bent down gently cupping my face and kissed the corner of my mouth and he did something unexpected. He licked that area lightly leaving a blush on my face, “K..K…”

“You had ice cream.” He smirked.

I glared at him as I stood up, “You love embarrassing me, don’t you?” I asked.

“I didn’t do it in public like last time.” He said winking at me as we went back to the living room.

“Yeah yeah…” I muttered. As we walked into the living room my phone rang. “Excuse me..” I said picking it up, “Hello.” I answered.

“Hey sweetie, you didn’t show up today.”

My heart thumped at the voice, “S…Seiichi.” I said softly walking into the kitchen, “Hi.” I replied my heart beating fast. With me being really tired, I had forgotten to call him to tell him that I wasn’t coming in. I was so stupid, how could I forget about not calling my colleague.

“Are you alright, ?” Yukimura asked over the phone.

“Y..Yes…” I stammered, “I’m sorry I didn’t call you.” I said apologetically glancing sideways to make sure Atobe wasn’t near me. “How is work?”

“The usual heftiness.” Yukimura answered, “ is ready to break as well.”

As I heard ’s name, my stomach churned. “How is she?” I hated myself for asking.

“She’s pretty well.” Yukimura said softly. Even without being able to see him, I knew he had a smile on his face at the mention of ’s name. “Are you still not ever going to join us for dinner?”

I made a face, to join Yukimura and while they’re all over each other? Forget it. “Sorry Seiichi, you know my policy. Three is a crowd and I would never…”

“~Arn!”

I froze in my place as I stopped speaking. I motioned for Atobe to give me some peace, but he didn’t move as he stood next to me.

“ ?”

I glared at Atobe and went back to the phone, “Sorry Seiichi, I had…” I began, but froze as I felt Atobe’s arms around me and he had chosen to nestle his lips firmly on my neck. The sensitive area where he knew I would weaken in a minute.

“Are you busy?” I heard Seiichi ask.

“No…” I whispered trying to push Atobe away, but he would not budge.

“So will you meet us or not?” Yukimura asked over the phone.

Trying to hold onto all my self control not to hung up the phone and just kiss Atobe, “Meet?” I managed to get out.

I heard Yukimura sigh over the phone, “I would like you to meet and I for dinner tonight.”

“Meet you for dinner?” I asked surprised as I stopped pushing Atobe away. “I told you I am not going to intrude on a couple’s dinner….”

“Bring a date!” he replied sternly.

“A date?” I shouted, “It’s not like I can…” I began, but Atobe took the phone from me. “What time and where?” he asked firmly.

I froze in my place.

No, I was mortified.

I wanted the earth to open up and swallow me up. I wasn’t even listening to what Atobe was saying. It was a minute later that I felt someone shake me, “ ?”

I blinked in response.

“ ?” he said waving his hand in front of me.

I snapped out of my thoughts and looked at him. “Y….You….” I whispered, “YOU IDIOT!” I shouted clenching my fist. “Do you realize what you’ve done?” I said holding onto my head. “Now they’ll all think that I played hooky and I just stayed in because of a man….”

“I doubt Yukimura Seiichi is the type of man to gossip.” He said briskly.

I stopped.

He looked at me as he moved in closer. Putting his hands on my sides on the kitchen table behind me, he had locked me in. “You knew who I was talking to?” I found myself asking. He didn’t reply; for he was too busy trailing his lips softly on the side of my face. “What perfume do you have on?”

I flattened the palm of my hands against his chest trying to push him away, but it was like trying to move a steel wall. “Do you mind?” I demanded, “I am very angry with you at the moment.”

“What perfume do you have on?” he repeated.

“Eh?”

“Perfume.”

“Nothing.” I said softly, “I didn't put anything on today.”

He looked at me a bit surprised, “So this is you?” he said taking in my scent. “Yes.” I rolled my eyes pushing him away and managed to slip past him. “Now if you’ll excuse me I need to shower.”

“You won’t by any chance invite me?”

A blush crept across my cheeks at the thought, but controlling it I glared at him. “Over my dead body.”

He smirked and turned to look at his watch, “I’ve got another meeting.” He told me, “I’ll pick you up at 8.”

That stopped me from going anywhere else, “Excuse me?”

“We’re meeting Yukimura and his girl.” Atobe told me.

“You were serious?” I whispered.

He looked at me like I had gone crazy, “Have you ever seen me not serious?” he asked me.

My heart was thumping like crazy, “We can’t…” I whispered, “We can’t go! I don’t want to!” I crossed my arms acting like a brat. There was no way I would be able to handle dinner with Yukimura and his woman. And it is bad enough to have Atobe right there next to me, he is sure to see through me.

He walked towards me and pulled me in for a kiss. It was a long deep one as it had left me breathless by the time he was done. “I am picking you up at 8.” He ordered firmly, “If you’re not dressed, I’ll dress you up myself.” He said sternly as he turned to leave.

~~~

It had taken all self control, self restrain, and self indulgence to finally dress up and drag my feet to be standing next to Atobe’s side as the waiter led us to the table that Yukimura had reserved for the four of us. As his hand rested possessively at the base of my back he led me through the crowded expensive restaurant. I wanted to turn and run, but too late as Yukimura spotted us. “You look beautiful as usual.” Yukimura said once I reached him. He held my hands lightly and kissed my cheek with a smile.

I blushed lightly at the touch and smiled radiantly. Although I was not in the mood, I had taken extra care and effort to make sure I looked my best tonight. Yukimura then turned to Atobe, “This is a surprise.” Yukimura murmured.

“Indeed.” Atobe agreed as they shook hands firmly.

I smiled lightly as Atobe pulled a chair for me to sit down. I turned to look at who was dressed so beautifully as well, “Hello .”

“I trust you’re feeling well?” asked softly.

I nodded smiling at her. No matter how much I tried liking her, something inside me kept making me find excuses to hate her. Nothing was wrong with her, she was sweet, kind, and friendly, but I just didn’t like her.

“When did you and Atobe get together, ?” Yukimura suddenly asked.

My cheeks flared at the question, but I held onto them as I turned to look at Seiichi. “We’ve been seeing each other for a while.” I replied softly.

“I trust you’re taking care of her?” Yukimura asked raising an eyebrow at Atobe.

Atobe smirked, “It’s not like I need your consent.”

Surprisingly dinner had gone pretty well. Although I had still put on my mind that I hated , I was actually enjoying the company. Since Atobe and Yukimura knew each other from childhood. They were both getting along rather well and were reminiscing their tennis days. I put a mental note to myself that I will need to ask Atobe about that. I had no idea they both played tennis at school and were apparently rivals as well during those days. “Rivals?” I asked.

“Not me.” Yukimura answered laughing. “He was more Genichirou’s rival.” He said looking at Atobe. “I heard you two had even gone to the extreme of playing against each other in the junior camp.”

“What’s wrong with that?” I asked not knowing anything.

Atobe put an around me, “Nothing, it’s just that we were not allowed to play back then because we were not on the same group.”

I blinked and smiled in return. “Well I am glad that you two know each other.” I said sincerely.

They both nodded.

I smiled at them and then my eyes trailed to who sat there with a look of displeasure on her face. I knew I was being mean, but I sat triumphantly there as I had won something. Finally dinner was and we all got up. was finally smiling as Yukimura draped an arm around her petite figure and held her close to him. I felt a thump in my heart as I noticed that and my eyes flickered. I felt like I was going to die, but I suddenly stiffened as I felt an arm around my waist and I was pulled to a warm body. “You’re shivering.” Atobe said softly as he led me outside.

“I’ll be fine.” I said trying to move away, but he wouldn’t let me go. “Don’t embarrass me.” I hissed at him.

As usual, he was ignoring me. Somehow I was glad that he stood next to me because the minute we stood outside a gust of cold wind swished over us and I shivered from the cold. I unconsciously moved closer to him hugging his arm in the process as well. “We will take our leave.” Yukimura smiled at us while possessively held onto him.

I smiled sadly at them my heart breaking each minute as I waved half heartedly. I knew what was going to happen. They were both going to leave us. They were both going to go back to one of their places and spend the night together. I shuddered and shook my head at the same time as the images of the two together doing inappropriate things popped into my mind. I turned around lightly and nestled my head on Atobe’s upper arm, “I’d like to go now.”

Atobe’s eyes were clouded as he nodded. We made our way into his car and I sat down there silently as he drove. I don’t know how long we drove for, but the next minute I knew I was snapped out of my thoughts and we were parked in my apartment complex. Atobe helped me out of the car and we walked up.

By the door I turned to him and smiled.

“Did I tell you look very beautiful tonight?” he asked moving his fingers through some tendrils of my hair. “And I love your hair up like this.” He said cupping my face gently, “But…” he said smirking as he released my hair pin and my hair tumbled onto my shoulders. “Now this is better.”

“It took me a long time to get my hair up like that.” I said softly. My heart was aching, I felt like I was betraying him. He was so gently and kind to me, but my mind kept going back to Seiichi.

As I stood in front of my door, Atobe’s arms stretched and each hand placed itself firmly on either of my sides locking me in between him and the door. “So?”

I raised an eyebrow, “So what?” I asked trembling at how close he stood.

He smirked and leaned in kissing the base of my neck.

“I hate it when you do that?” I said with my voice caught in my throat.

“Then why are you clutching onto me?” he asked with humor in his voice. As he towered above me, he lifted my chin upwards to meet him and then firmly placed his lips on my own. “Let’s make this memorable.” He whispered against my own lips while we kissed.

I don’t know how long the kiss lasted. I don’t know what was going on. My mind was spinning. And I don’t know how I ended up being lifted up and backed against a wall as we kissed so passionately. It felt like hours, but I knew it was only minutes when he finally released his lips. I was breathless and trying to hold onto my sanity, but instead I put my arms around him. “Let me down now…” I said softly.

“Will you invite me in, ?” he asked gently putting me down.

I felt my cheeks heating up. “We’ve spoken about this before…” I said numbly thinking of how many times we had almost been intimate, but I had managed to push him away because it didn’t feel right.

“Will you not allow me to make you mine tonight?” Atobe asked as he moved closer to me, and held a bit of my hair twirling it around his fingers. “Will you not let me in your apartment and help you forget about Yukimura Seiichi tonight?”

I froze. I couldn’t even say anything as those beautiful eyes gazed at him.

Atobe let go of a sigh, “I won’t wait forever.” He said softly kissing my forehead. He turned to leave as I stood there shocked. I don’t know what possessed me, but I walked to him and held his hand. “Keigo.”

Atobe stopped and turned to look at me. “What is it?”

I hesitated, but blushed. “I can’t promise you anything tonight.” I said softly, “But will you at least stay the night?” I asked with an almost pleading sound in my voice. I was feeling vulnerable and I knew I did not want to be left alone. “Keigo… please….”

Atobe moved a hand through his hair and put an arm around me. “Let’s go inside before you catch a cold.”

~~~

I was embarrassed.

Yes I was. It was bad enough that I had told him no, but I had to embarrass myself further more and ask him to stay the night. I sighed as I went to the fridge to pull out something to drink. I felt like I was such a mess and was worse that Atobe had finally seen through and knew that it was Seiichi after all this time.

“ , are my clothes from last time still here?” Atobe asked walking into the kitchen.

I glanced at him and my mouth went dry. He had no jacket on and his shirt was unbuttoned all the way with tie untied hanging loosely on both sides. It’s not like this was the first time I had seen him with no top on, but….  “They should be in the wash.” I said blushing. Snap out of it, ! You’re acting like a person with no hormone control! I thought shaking my head. I was starting to wonder now if asking him to stay was a good idea or not.

I walked to the laundry and was surprised to find him following me. “They’re still wet.” I admitted turning around, but stopped. He had a weird look in his eyes. He held out his arms lightly and held me kissing me lightly. “I’ll just make do with what I have and ask someone to send me something tomorrow.” He said letting me go and walking out of the laundry.

I was flustered; I had a feeling he was doing this on purpose. I frowned walking out to the kitchen once I was done with finishing the laundry, “Keigo?” I called looking for him, but didn’t find him. “Keigo, where are you?” I asked going into my bedroom. I was about to move when I heard the shower running. I sighed and walked to my closet. I picked out some clean towels and laid them by the door knowing that he will need them. Then completely shaking the thought of someone in my shower; I went back to the kitchen to finish my chores.

I don’t know how long I was in the kitchen, but I knew from the feel of my tired and aching muscles that it’s been long. Satisfied with my cleaning a yawn finally escaped my lips. I made my way back to my bedroom and the sight in front of me surprised me. I didn’t know whether to be angry or something else as I saw Atobe sprawled on my bed sleeping soundly. My mouth did go dry at the sight. I was trying to figure out whether he was actually wearing anything or not because he was topless and my bed sheets lay on his waist, make that lower waist.

He slept Atobe style, one arm on his eyes while his right knee bent as he slept. He looked so peaceful to me, I sighed. I knew there was no way that I would wake him up. Leaving it at that, I went to my bathroom to brush my teeth and clear my makeup. As I removed my clothes, I decided to hit the shower as well to clear my thoughts.

Letting the cool water hit me, relaxed me. After a nice vigorous scrub, I came out and changed into my pajamas. It was a cami top with a nice pair of shorts clad in silk. I also sprayed perfume all over me, a bad habit that I had picked up when I slept.

I walked out of the bathroom to my room and was beginning to contemplate whether I should sleep in another room or just ignore Atobe and take a place next to where he slept. I frowned at the thought; I was wondering if I was encouraging him if I did sleep next to him. Anyway, I shook my thoughts away and decided to stay in my room; it was not like he would force himself on me if I said no.

I moved my side of the bed sheets and slept on my side as quietly as I could. I did not want to disturb Atobe’s sleep. As I lay my head on the pillow I moved my head and watched him as he slept. I could not see his face because his arm was covering it, but he looked peaceful and at ease. The rising of his chest in a slow rhythm indicated that to me. I sighed while turning around onto the other side. I was confused, what am I doing? Why am I confused? I have someone who adores me and I like him, but why do I keep pushing him away? Am I afraid? Am I afraid of being rejected? Or am I afraid that he only wants me as a body and then he tosses me aside? As all these thoughts attacked my mind, it took me a minute later to register that a pair of arms found themselves around me. “I thought you were asleep.” I said softly.

“I am a light sleeper.” He whispered in my ears. “And how can I sleep when you have that perfume on?” He asked moving his face to the base of my neck inhaling my scent in lightly.

I felt giddy as I moved a bit. My head moved giving him more access to my neck, “I told you a million times I hate it when you do that.” I whispered as he moved his lips there and began leaving his mark on me. His arms tightened around me and I felt myself straining to push myself against him. “You’re killing me….” I whispered as one of my arms found its way to hold his head from behind.

Finally after being satisfied with his love bite, he let me go. Not entirely, but he loosened his arms around me. “You want to talk about Yukimura?” he asked me with his voice muffled from being nestled against my back.

The question surprised me, but my pride did not budge. “No.” I said softly.

I heard him let out a long sigh, “Pride will kill you, .” He said softly shifting a bit.

I turned around surprising him, “Look who’s talking Atobe.” I said softly looking him straight in the eyes. My hand reached to move a strand of hair out of his eye, “Never preach what you do not follow.”

He moved my hand away and stretched his own hand and cupped my chin lightly, “Come here, you.” He muttered as he pulled me close and kissed me. Again like so many kisses that we had shared, this one yet again was different. This was the kiss that said ‘you are mine and don’t you dare think of anyone else in my presence’.

I found myself responding lightly to him as his arms came around me. My hands found themselves cupping his face as we kissed. Atobe was a good kisser. He knew it. I knew it. As he continued to tease me with his kisses I found it harder for me to concentrate. “Do you mind letting me sleep?” I asked softly against his lips. I was trying to sound serious, but was surprised as laughter escaped me when I said it.

I felt Atobe’s grin as he kept continuing to kiss me ignoring what I had said, “Keigo…”

“It’s alright, .” He whispered softy against my lips. “Whenever you want me to stop, just tell me to.” He said with a tender voice as he trailed his hand through my hair.

My heart was beating fast.

What do I do?

What do I do?

Please tell me what to do?

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~*~ For Kaho ~*~

~Who loves Atobe and Yukimura~

DeVeliCious

Edited by Kashii